We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but...
for the first time, let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is we are.

I was a little kid, and I was cryin'for one reason or another.
And, uh...
She was just like, you know, cradling meand rocking me back and forth.
I can remember seeing the little ballsin this thing just floating back and forth.
And, uh...
And there was just, like,snot dripping down my nose, right?
And, uh...
She gave me her sleeve...
and she told meto blow my nose into it.
And I remember thinking,even as a little kid, like...
"Wow!
This is love."
"This is love."

- What are you doing?- Remember that idea I had about working stuff out on my own...
- and then finding you once I figured stuff out?- The ellipsis?
Yeah. The ellipsis. It's dumb.It's dumb. It's an awful idea.
And I'm not gonna do it, okay?'Cause like you said, this is it.
This is life...
and I'm in love with you, Samantha.
--garden state--zach braff.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dCDKJCCmpD0&NR=1

ben bi konserine gitmeden intihar etmis olmasi cok aci. hala cok uzuluyorum. keske bi arkadas olabilseydim.

bi de dusunmeden edemiyorum.. ben sanatci bi hayatta daha mi mutlu olurdum?

future butterfly.. gonna spend the day, higher than high.. you ll be beautiful, confusion... once i was you...

sinavlar cok stresli bi donemdi ben bu kadar hizli ve verimli bi bicimde bu kadar kisa zamanda boyle calistigimi hatirlamiyorum.

sinav biter bitmez piril geldi! cöken yatagimi onunla paylastim. degisik dukkanlar kesfettik (!), degisik sohbetler yaptik.

Cuma gunu Rotterdama, cumartesi de Köln'e gittik. Piril Köln'den ucagina binip, istanbula döndü..

ilk misafirim geldi bile! billur!

derken derken evime yerlestim yavas yavas.. yerinden cok memnunum odam guzel. mutfak ve tuvalet hmm daha iyi olabilir.. evde cok cilgin arkadaslarim var. 8 kisi. merdivenleri kosa kosa iniyolar, filler gibi, dusuyolar, yuvarlaniyolar ama ertesi gun yine zipliyolar. arkadas olabilmek isterdim ama henuz bi yakinligimiz yok..

sagdaki yesil kapi. hertogsingel 56.

kendime aldigim en guzel hediyelerden biri olmus olabilir.. 22 eylulde barisla sabahtan 9 treniyle amsterdama gittik, bi hostel bulduk, amsterdami gezdik ve 19.00da Decemberist konseri icin 2. siradan yerimizi aldik Paradiso'da.. cok guzeldi..
pazar sabahi oglene dogru maastrichte donmustuk bile.